I SET OFF UPON MY JOURNEY TO THE HOUSE OF SHAWS
will begin the story of my adventures with a certain
morning early in the month of June, the year of grace
1751, when I took the key for the last time out of the door of my father's house. The sun began to shine
upon the summit
of the hills as I went down the road; and by the time I had come as far as the manse, the blackbirds were whistling in the garden lilacs, and the mist that hung around the valley
in the time of the dawn
was beginning to arise
and die away.
Mr. Campbell, the minister
of Essendean, was waiting for me by the garden gate, good man! He asked me if I had breakfasted; and hearing that I lacked for nothing, he took my hand in both of his and clapped it kindly under his arm.
"Well, Davie, lad," said he, "I will go with you as far as the ford
, to set you on the way." And we began to walk forward
"Are ye sorry to leave Essendean?" said he, after awhile.
"Why, sir," said I, "if I knew where I was going, or what was likely
to become of me, I would tell you candidly. Essendean is a good place indeed, and I have been very happy there; but then I have never been anywhere else. My father and mother, since they are both dead, I shall be no nearer to in Essendean than in the Kingdom of Hungary, and, to speak truth, if I thought
I had a chance to better myself where I was going I would go with a good will."
"Ay?" said Mr. Campbell. "Very well, Davie. Then it behoves me to tell your fortune
; or so far as I may. When your mother was gone, and your father (the worthy
, Christian man) began to sicken for his end, he gave me in charge a certain
letter, which he said was your inheritance
. 'So soon,' says he, 'as I am gone, and the house is redd up and the gear
disposed of' (all which, Davie, hath been done), 'give my boy this letter into his hand, and start him off to the house of Shaws, not far from Cramond. That is the place I came from,' he said, 'and it's where it befits that my boy should return. He is a steady
lad,' your father said, 'and a canny
goer; and I doubt
not he will come safe, and be well lived where he goes.'"
"The house of Shaws!" I cried. "What had my poor father to do with the house of Shaws?"
"Nay," said Mr. Campbell, "who can tell that for a surety? But the name of that family, Davie, boy, is the name you bear-Balfours of Shaws: an ancient
house, peradventure in these latter
days decayed. Your father, too, was a man of learning as befitted his position; no man more plausibly conducted school; nor had he the manner or the speech
of a common
dominie; but (as ye will yourself remember
) I took aye a pleasure to have him to the manse to meet the gentry
; and those of my own house, Campbell of Kilrennet, Campbell of Dunswire, Campbell of Minch, and others, all well-kenned gentlemen, had pleasure in his society
. Lastly, to put all the elements of this affair
before you, here is the testamentary letter itself, superscrived by the own hand of our departed
He gave me the letter, which was addressed in these words: "To the hands of Ebenezer Balfour, Esquire, of Shaws, in his house of Shaws, these will be delivered by my son, David Balfour." My heart
was beating hard at this great prospect
opening before a lad of seventeen years of age, the son of a poor country dominie in the Forest of Ettrick.
"Mr. Campbell," I stammered, "and if you were in my shoes, would you go?"
"Of a surety," said the minister
, "that would I, and without pause
. A pretty lad like you should get to Cramond (which is near in by Edinburgh) in two days of walk. If the worst came to the worst, and your high relations (as I cannot but suppose
them to be somewhat of your blood) should put you to the door, ye can but walk the two days back again and risp at the manse door. But I would rather hope that ye shall be well received, as your poor father forecast
for you, and for anything that I ken
come to be a great man in time. And here, Davie, laddie," he resumed, "it lies near upon my conscience
this parting, and set you on the right guard
against the dangers of the world."
Here he cast about for a comfortable
seat, lighted on a big boulder
under a birch by the trackside, sate
down upon it with a very long, serious
upper lip, and the sun now shining in upon us between two peaks, put his pocket-handkerchief over his cocked hat to shelter
him. There, then, with uplifted forefinger, he first put me on my guard
against a considerable
number of heresies, to which I had no temptation
, and urged upon me to be instant
in my prayers and reading of the Bible. That done, he drew a picture of the great house that I was bound
to, and how I should conduct
myself with its inhabitants.
"Be soople, Davie, in things immaterial
," said he. "Bear ye this in mind
, that, though gentle
born, ye have had a country rearing. Dinnae shame
us, Davie, dinnae shame
us! In yon great, muckle house, with all these domestics, upper and under, show yourself as nice, as circumspect
, as quick at the conception
, and as slow of speech
as any. As for the laird-remember
he's the laird; I say no more: honour to whom honour. It's a pleasure to obey
a laird; or should be, to the young."
"Well, sir," said I, "it may be; and I'll promise
you I'll try to make it so."
"Why, very well said," replied Mr. Campbell, heartily. "And now to come to the material
, or (to make a quibble
) to the immaterial
. I have here a little packet which contains four things." He tugged it, as he spoke
, and with some great difficulty
, from the skirt pocket of his coat. "Of these four things, the first is your legal
due: the little pickle money for your father's books and plenishing, which I have bought (as I have explained from the first) in the design
of re-selling at a profit
to the incoming dominie. The other three are gifties that Mrs. Campbell and myself would be blithe
of your acceptance
. The first, which is round, will likely
please ye best at the first off-go; but, O Davie, laddie, it's but a drop
of water in the sea; it'll help you but a step, and vanish
like the morning. The second, which is flat and square and written upon, will stand by you through
life, like a good staff
for the road, and a good pillow to your head in sickness. And as for the last, which is cubical, that'll see you, it's my prayerful wish, into a better land."
With that he got upon his feet, took off his hat, and prayed a little while aloud
, and in affecting
terms, for a young man setting
out into the world; then suddenly
took me in his arms and embraced me very hard; then held me at arm's length
, looking at me with his face all working with sorrow
; and then whipped about, and crying good-bye to me, set off backward
by the way that we had come at a sort of jogging run. It might
have been laughable
to another; but I was in no mind
to laugh. I watched him as long as he was in sight
; and he never stopped hurrying, nor once looked back. Then it came in upon my mind
that this was all his sorrow
at my departure
; and my conscience
smote me hard and fast, because I, for my part, was overjoyed to get away out of that quiet country-side, and go to a great, busy house, among rich and respected gentlefolk of my own name and blood.
"Davie, Davie," I thought
, "was ever seen such black ingratitude? Can you forget
old favours and old friends at the mere whistle
of a name? Fie, fie; think shame
And I sat down on the boulder
the good man had just left, and opened the parcel
to see the nature
of my gifts. That which he had called cubical, I had never had much doubt
of; sure enough it was a little Bible, to carry
in a plaid-neuk. That which he had called round, I found to be a shilling
piece; and the third, which was to help me so wonderfully both in health
and sickness all the days of my life, was a little piece of coarse
yellow paper, written upon thus
in red ink:
"TO MAKE LILLY OF THE VALLEY WATER.-Take the flowers of lilly of the valley
and distil them in sack, and drink a spooneful or two as there is occasion
. It restores speech
to those that have the dumb palsey. It is good against the Gout; it comforts the heart
and strengthens the memory
; and the flowers, put into a Glasse, close stopt, and set into ane hill of ants for a month, then take it out, and you will find a liquor which comes from the flowers, which keep in a vial
; it is good, ill or well, and whether man or woman."
And then, in the minister
's own hand, was added:
"Likewise for sprains, rub it in; and for the cholic, a great spooneful in the hour."
To be sure, I laughed over this; but it was rather tremulous
laughter; and I was glad to get my bundle
on my staff
's end and set out over the ford
and up the hill upon the farther side; till
, just as I came on the green drove-road running wide through
, I took my last look of Kirk Essendean, the trees about the manse, and the big rowans in the kirkyard where my father and my mother lay.